Monday, August 13, 2007

"Bristi Balok"..


Kal amar dinta khub vhota ekta koster maje kete gese. Thik jeno kono kichu buke bidhe ache kintu ek fotao rokto berucchue na...Obak bepar...

Goto porshu rate amar ek friend er shathe amar jogra hoeche. Amar kono dosh chilo na. Kintu shee obolilae baki 5 joner dosh gulo amar upor die dilo. Goto 5 bochore oo amake etotuku chinte parlo??? Vhable hashi pae. Apuni amar shob kotha shune shudhu ekta kothai bollo... "Tora bolish, tora close friends. Kothata moteo sotto na. Shudu nijer proyojone tora ekshathe achis" . Sotti ki tai? Ami jani shob kichur pechone khino ekta shartho thekei jae. Kintu.. Tar maje je ektu shoddhabodh thakbe na taa ami ki kokhono kolpona korechilam.. Oder vhul gulu koto bar heshe urie diechi. amar na kora ekta vhulke amar bole oo amake eto niche namie dilo..

Kotha gulo bolte chaina. Kintu moner maje jokon jomte thake tokhon ar pere otha jae na. Tai Bolchi. 7 joner maje ami shober sheshe add hoyechi. Ora age amar friend chilo kintu oto kacher na. Close howar por tai vhabtam shomoe dei,shob thik hoye jabe.. Kitu kono ek odvhut karone shobar maje amar namtai sheshe asto...Kichu bolini. But ekhon amar kichu bola uchit..I'm not that kinda person who just crawl around and beg for forgiveness. I dowanna be there foe. But once i proved myself in front of them and again i can do that. I am just who i am.. and i am not ashamed of it..

Kalke ordhek din evhabei kete gelo. Tarpor hothat mone porlo je amar ek cousin desher baire chole jacche. Or bashae gelam. Kichu kotha holo. Picchi taake khub boke die aslam jate amake vhule na jae.. Berie elam okhan theke. Kosto gulo tokhono moner maje jhor tulche. Ar baire akash ta tokhono meghla hoye ache. Bikeler japsha aloe hate thaki. Puro ZIA UDDAN ta hete perulam. Kokhon ej mirpur road e chole aslam jani na. Amar protikkhae chilo bristi. Kintu bristi aschena. Monta aro kahrap hoe gelo. Amar moner motoi shara akash mukh gomra kore ache. Rikshae ute bostei bristi elo.. Oshomvhob rokom bristi.. Vhije vhijte jacchi ar rikshawala shudhu hasche.. Onek shomoe pore ektu haslam. Jodi bristi ta amar kosto dhue niye jae....

Shedin amar ek friend amar ekta nam diyeche... "Bristi Balok".. bristi balok ami..